Friday, May 12, 2006

Happy, Or Not...???

Great! Juz when i start typing one entry, many juz came following in...

Sometimes, i wan to make myself living more happy... Or meaning to make myself more happy... But my luck is juz simply like crap... The situation tat i keep encountering ard myself, always make mi go into deeper thoughts, follow by sudden quietness from the soul of mine...

My colleague ask mi to help him go Popular to find one Zodiac Book... He said he wan to understand more abt the Zodiac characteristic of the gal tat he likes... Den i went the trouble to help him find one best n accurate Zodiac Book. After purchasing tat book, tis book at least was held in my possession for a least a bus journey trip duration. And tis book is not wrapped at all... Thus i flip the pages when i'm on bus... Seriously, tis is my first time reading a Zodiac Book... I'm quite impress by tis book's wide range of detailed explanation on every Zodiac stars... Of course, i sure flip to look at my own zodiac luck, not to mention, is my purely heart-to-heart luck... However things turned out in the other way... I read at least half of the chunks of paragraphs, n got veri demoralise... Wat those pages say is almoz like mother slapping my face when i told Mom tat i got a galfrenz... The possible dream-gals, tat i noe n desired to further ur frenzship, have their Zodiac stars fall into the category tat doesn't suits mi well... When i arrived at office, i hand tat book to my colleague, n cast him the remarks tat "这本书所讲的,摆明在断我的爱情线"...

Engage a two-person-chating wif another frenz, n happened to learn abt his sad love story... Haha... He make the same mistakes like mi... Both of us r idiotic guys... Tat y we fail to transmit positive message to the gal we desired...

I had tis "frenz"... I can't say who is he anyway... He recently keep telling plp abt blah n blah of his sudden love encounter... The more he say, the more pity i feel for him... Coz he recently juz suffer from a great setback, which i dun tink can be recover so easily... Yet now almoz everyday, he keep telling plp abt his last nitz fancy-ful encounters... I feel tat he's trying to use these tell-tale lies to camouflage his scars... Anyway, since he does hve things tat he's trying to hide, tat y i hve no intention of poking blast his lies... However, whenever i hear him saying crap stories, these stories sank mi n my heart deep down again n again... Haiz...

Imagine, if two of ur frenz is actually trying veri hard to "追" a gal, n they don't even noe the existance of each other as rival, until veri veri late period, which both parties r already impossible to lift their leg out of the game... Sometimes, i feel loss of words when i'm hving a table-meal wif these two of my frenz... I simply find tat, the atmosphere tat is floating ard us, is so stupid... I'm don't play a daddy role in front of them, or neither do i play a big-brother role, to advise them tat one muz step out... Ha! The atmosphere got even more ridiculous, when once, David Tao's song -> 爱我还是他, sudden can be heard from no where when we r hving ur dinner...

Plp n things ard mi, is always pumping negative thoughts into my head... I too tired to go cracking my head n advise plp in solving their complicated situations...

My colleagues had asked mi many times, to go JB for seafood-makan, n i had turned them down... And it looks like tis Saturday i die die hve to go... I kind of hving tis phobia tat they may misled mi n bring mi into "flirting places"... (*Cackle*) Do i propose veri desperate look recently on my face... Dammitz...

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