My feelings...

Arrggghhh..... juz done a super long OT last nitz... working an extra of 5 hrs of OT. Last week, my company is not operating. It is my company official break week for all staff. Thus, my entrire last week, haha... i didn't go to UBI at all. So when i do tis super long OT last nitz, tis feeling is like veri long time didn't experience liao... it is a kind of frustrating feeling.

My dept head ask mi to reach company earlier yesterday, n i do as he requested. Wow... 8 jobs on the table awaiting mi then. These jobs appear like a huge mountain in front of mi. I reali hate tis kind of feeling. It is like work can never be done finish, yet there is always so many work to do.

I reali wants my tis weekend untouch, but i receive news tat tis weekend may hve OT, coz there are hundreds of Orchard banners tat is pending on tray. I reali hve bad feeling. Haiz...

Sometimes, i find it is a miracle for mi to stay in tis kind of company for so long. Tis is not the kind of working environment i hoping for in the first place. Yet, i can still stay in tis company for close to three months liao. My frenz who studied similar course as mi, is not working happily in their new working environment. Haiz... if their company is good, they can help to pull m\mi into their company, saving mi from tis hot soup. During my stay in tis company, i hve seen two colleagues, leaving tis company, and one kana sack by boss. I dun tink they will feel sad leaving tis company, they may be celebrating for tat. Sometimes, i reali look into money, but if money will actually spoil the plans i hve for my life, i may make an exception for it.

I do look forward for a kind of working environment in which the boss is friendly, n will tok to his staff, or at least greet each other, like Good Morning. But for my tis boss, Kenneth, i hve never tok to him before, from the day i start work till now. He always carry a firm, fierce, angry face, dun even noe whose he's angry at. Tat y, when i see his face looks like charcoal, i will ask my dept head, if there is anything happened juz now. As long as it is none of my business... then as if i care abt him.

I feel tis company is running around the "S" $ sign everyday. Wat the boss concern is job n income. Wat other department plp care is oso their business. Honestly said, I am oso such a person, but i dun mind helping others, as long as they dun give mi any atitude. Like last nitz, my sales colleague came in wif a veri last minute banner, size is 28FT by 6FT, and the artwork will onli be sent in at 9pm. I dun mind helping plp, if they dun try to be picky on mi. Back to my statement, "wat other department plp care is oso their business". My dept head told mi to leave at 7am in the morning for today. Thus... blah blah blah... i do wat i can then, leaving the rest for morning shift. Tis is my original plan. But, the production plp came in @ 6am, then they tell mi tat the Bossini thing need to send out at 9am... meaning, i need to help them to print all finish be4 i can go. WOW... tat cause mi to work until 8++am... tiring man...